i didn't plan on writing anything today

but i guess. i changed my mind. for a reason i do not exactly understand. and i will not try to either.

today was an INTERESTING day. and interesting is a very subjective word, as i understand.
so, i shall illustrate through my view la, hah?
i actually felt like i did a good job on leading the biblediscussion in youth today. and i wasn't referred to as indifferent from them.. so.. im happy. at least we're progressing, eh?

hmmm apart from that. i battled certain things today.
one of which was choosing to walk in the opp spirit, even though i really felt the spirit of apathy coming over me .. which was very weird as i was having an awesome time w my Dad in worship.
so i decided.. to exchange that with.. joy. it WAS hard. but i remembered a quote, it went something like this

"there's a tension that exists.. between who I am.. and who I WANT to be..."

so.. i decided to.. be who I wanted (although i was feeling very out-of-it) and i was only able to change my attitude 'cause of his sufficient grace for me that gave me strength.

another thing was.. the way i looked. now i'm fine. but something came up.. that almost triggered a whole set of things off. PTL i just shrugged it off, and chose to listen to his TRUTH rather than worldly truths.

now.. don't get me wrong. the point of me sharing is not so i can gain that self-righteous feeling.
rather, it is just a glimpse into another person's life who may (i'm sure) be facing the things you are too..