4 minutes and slight honesty
i find it a little hard to convey what's on my mind, exactly like it is. doesn't everybody? well i don't quite know 'cause.. haha.. i'm me and can't be anyone else (and i don't believe in second lives and karma and stuff, so we won't go there).

i've been kept busy with choreographing dances: one for myself for PD HK and the church's youth service.
on top of that i've tried to motivate myself to memorize my lines for two plays for Short & Sweet : Weakness and Shoes (or wtv the title is)A Shoe Story
annnnd on top of that, i've been taking driving lessons.
oh and not forgetting, i've been living my life. which isn't rosy, when i want it to be.

you see, you don't live for yourself. you live to bring an ultimate message to this world. and that in itself.. really pressurizes me. i have to submit to authority.. sometimes those in authority don't quite have their heads screwed on the way i'd like them to be, but hey, they're The Authority right?
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i've had tough decisions to make; some went my way.. others.. i let out the window ('cause i really had no energy to fight the fight)
i really want to start this journey that God has showed me, real soon. But i know that if i do get what i want now, that journey would only be half as awesome as what it's mapped out to be.

so.. i guess what i'm trying to say is, i'm finding it hard to learn patience.