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joanna faith
"Teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom." Psalms 90:12
till she graduates

Friday, August 01, 2008, 7:20 AM

i'm back to the land of.. here.
 yeah i'm back home. home is where the heart is. or so they say. i don't think that's really where my heart is at the moment. i'm really stressed out w a lot of things. applying for Uni, preparing for the english exam (which i think is a little silly 'cause i've never studied in any other language before. unless the subject IS a foreign language)

AND being in theatre. oh man. i had no idea i'd be feeling this way when i first started. oh yeah, it is not at ALL how i expected. i thought i'd be so thrilled to be on stage and etc, but.. nuh-uh, no-sir-ree! i really want to get out of it. that's how i feel right now.

BUT praise to the God on high, my script has changed (i wasn't too happy w it at the beginning. some things a little contrary to what i believe in as Jo) and i have been educated on what it means to "play a character who is NOT you". -sigh-

yes, i know dancing is not going to be an easy ride either. it may be even tougher than what i'm facing now. So. Chin-up dear one! and brave what is to come!